When I say move into acceptance, you may wonder how or why.  These thoughts are understandable from the way we have been programmed to think.  And please do not believe that it was others who have programmed you or society or events or anything for that matter, other than you.

In life we are three part beings:  mind, body and soul.  Our mind controls our thoughts we have made from past experiences, our body feels how we are in this very moment, and our soul knows what we love.  It is all three of these aspects that allow us to live in the realm of relativity.

And now maybe you can see why it is often not so easy to fall into acceptance, your mind is more focused on the past and future.  The body on the other hand is always here, in the now and it is the master of your feelings.  And you may be wondering what this has to do with moving into acceptance, but I assure you it has all to do with it.

Most people will say they cannot control how you are feeling; it is just how you feel.  But what makes you think you are not in control of your feelings?  And they will probably begin to realize it’s not them that make them feel that way, but really it is their thoughts that are in control.  Unconscious thoughts are almost always related right back to the ego.  Which if you realized, I did not mention as being part of who you are.

So how do we make our body feel good if we are in control of our feelings?  Well it comes from acceptance.  You see, in this world we are always attracting things into our life.  Energy attracts like energy, and there is no exception to the rule.  If you can imagine that to be true and that it has been true for you in all parts of your life, who do you imagine has created those thoughts you were ‘programmed’ with?  Let’s put it another way, if you are attracting and creating the people, things and events into your life… Well those things you attracted to yourself cause you to have a new thought, and with each new thought you are ‘programming’ your mind.

Understandably you may feel resistance here since well if you accept what I just said it puts you at control and that would also mean you are the reason for all your pain, suffering, negativity and so on.  Then you may begin to judge yourself and say how poor of a job you are doing in life.  With those thoughts, what type of energy do you think you are attracting in that moment?  What is your body telling you about yourself?

The uncertainty of time and space is what scares us.  It is what makes us fear, judge, and worry.  And these feelings would be understandable if your life was just that, uncertain.  But why do we believe such things?  Holding onto that uncertainty is what gives control to our mind (ego) to judge the past and definitely worry about the future.  And the mind, well it just doesn’t know any better because as I said your mind is made up of all your old thoughts.  If you never thought life was secure and under control, well then don’t look to your mind to find those feelings.  The ego will most likely try and hold you back.

Now lets get back to energy attracting like energy.  I don’t expect you to just take my word for it but I do hope you can imagine what it would mean if it were true.  I mean, in truth, we are all just energy.  At our smallest size we are nothing more than electrons vibrating at an incredible speed.  Pile up billions and billions of electrons on top of each other and you get our bodies, or the table, or air.  You see its all energy vibrating.  So why is it crazy to believe we attract energies into our life?

Here’s another hint, your body’s feelings in this moment is the energy you are sending off and meaning it is the energy you are receiving.  So all you have to do is change the feeling you are feeling to change what you perceive to be happening to you.  And this is when you may say but my thoughts are controlling how I feel, why do you think you do not have control over those either?  As I had explained it is easy for the mind to work in fear and uncertainty.  But if we do attract energies into our life, how is any of that uncertain?  It is just uncertain because we choose to see it that way, but secretly we love the emotions, the fear, the worry, the excitement, and also the ups that come with downs… We love to overcome a problem, or get sympathy, or feel needed… When you move into acceptance you understand the past is the way it is because I created it that way, you also realize the future is going to be the way it is because that’s what I loved in the now.  Your mind and soul are at ease for they now are conscious of the truth.  And at that point you are in acceptance, at that point are you in the now and aware of completely how your body feels.  Your body feels great, always.  It is just your thoughts that may try to tell you otherwise.

In the beginning of my journey I understood love was a big part of the spiritual growth but it did not make much sense to me.  All the concepts of love I had grown to understand were more about what Love would get you.  You give love and you expect to receive it.  Some things you love and others not so much.  Or loosely throwing the word around with little or no meaning behind it.  

So, when it came time for me to love, I used my computer like memory base in my brain to bring me to the meaning and feeling of love.  How could I love without understanding what it was?  

Obviously this led to misunderstanding on my behalf.  In my mind all day I would walk around saying I Love you to anything I saw.  This was love right?  I mean its what I was taught about Love, the fact that it is conditional.  And I was being better because I would put aside the conditions and Love anything and everything I saw (or atleast think I was loving them). 

It wasn’t doing it, no matter how much I thought about loving.  I needed to get past this to progress on my journey!  Must Love all things!  Errr Wrong!  Well to say there is a right and wrong… My thoughts, my memory, my brain was letting me down.  With my thoughts I could accomplish anything, but not this. 

Looking back I can easily see it was foolish to try such a feat.  Love is not a tool you can use and abuse at your own will.  And Love is definitely not something you should turn to your mind to try and figure out.  The mind can not comprehend Love and if you thought it did it will just trick and confuse you.  Not until you notice there is no love around you will you maybe wake up and see the mistake in this.  That is what happened to me.

I could not understand!  For being someone who only conceptualized Love all day, where was it in my life?!  And that was exactly it, Love can not be conceptualized, it can not be given or received.  It is just something you have, always did and always will.  

So if the Mind can not understand Love, where do you go when you have a desire for it?  Don’t bother looking to people, places or things for Love.  That may even be worse than going to your mind for the answer.  If you look outside of yourself for the Love you will just find the Love of others and that will, if anything, make you more depressed for not having it.

If you want to find Love, look to your Soul, look to your heart.  The ego can never see the love for it doesn’t understand because it is a product of the mind.  Your soul is pure Love, it is the only thing it knows how to do.  

I know this may be just as elusive for you to comprehend.  Trust me, I was there and I know how it feels.  How do I find my Soul, or my heart for that matter… I can not answer that for you, only you can discover it.  

I can maybe help guide your mind with an simple visualization, but even that may not help…

Close your eyes… Quite your mind and forget all your thoughts and worries… Imagine as if you were a soon to be new born baby… No thoughts, no worries, no problems, just peace…  You don’t even know who you are or what you are doing, but you do know you are you…  Now open your eyes and continue to look at the world as if it was the first time you had seen the world… What is this?!  What is this wonder?! I have arms? and legs? I can think! And talk!  Wow there are others things besides me!?

I use a baby for this visualization because it may best get to you feel the feeling I am trying to describe.  This Love for life!  Amazed at its glory and magnificence.  

You see as we grow older we take life for granted, we dull our senses and heart.  It’s what society would have us do.  To really understand Love look to a baby.  

Earlier I mentioned how Love was conditional and how we Love some things and dislike others.  That you can give and receive Love.  Yet, Love is none of these things.  Love is who we are and Love is unconditional.  When you come to understand your Oneness with all things, you will not be able to help but Love all aspects of life.  It truly is an amazing gift.

And also, to clarify if only just to myself, when I am writing these blogs I am not sure what it is I am going to write.  The information comes to me when it feels right and so I write it.  More often than not I will have to reread it several times to really understand what I am even trying to say, and every time I do I feel as if more of my consciousness is able to retain the concepts.  

Here it goes… 

Sometimes it may be hard to differentiate between your Soul and your Spirit.  And with that said, it may be hard for some to even recognize either.  The Soul is the eternal part of you, the you that will continue to live after death (yes, life does continue).  It is the you that you will never lose.

The Spirit is much different, it is the all you have ever been and the all you will ever be.  It has all the answers and knows all the questions.  It knows your wants, desires, and wishes and it will lead you right to them.  It creates the world around you so it is possible to express your soul.

How then can I use this information and apply it to my life?  Well it is my life, so it will be hard to apply something that is already there.  It more of an awakening to it.  See the spirit, feel the love, hear the wisdom in all things in all ways.  

The problems come when you can not see your way out of the illusion your spirit has created, when you lose the reasoning to it all and begin working with your ego and attachment.  

You see, the soul has no needs or wants, it just enjoys life.  The process of life, the magic of life, the mystery of life. It is true that while yes you are your soul, you are also your spirit.

And here is where I often lose myself, by over thinking.  There was a great quote I read recently that said, “Knowing is great, not having to know is even better.”  

If I have a problem I would say it is my need to know, I often don’t even give myself a chance to feel good because I am to concerned with knowing.  This passion for wisdom has been a curse and a gift, knowing can be a burden and having to know stems back to my ego.  It is the material, the logical side of my brain kicking in and saying okay yes makes sense but why? And this is the same reason science and religion had to split.  Our mind, our ego wants to know what is happening, what is going on and why its going on.  Yet if you go looking to the outside world you will not find answers, you will find your personal thoughts (or someone elses) manifest.  These are not answers, but rather illusions.  To find the Truth you must go in, go to the soul, it knows why things are the way they are for it is connected to the spirit and it will give you the answers if you must know.

Even now as I am writing this I am trying to make it work for me, to truly feel what is I am saying.  My spirit is what creates the world, I know my spirit and my spirit knows me.  Yet while I am here I should work with my soul since it is me, it is what I want to do, it is what I want to feel, it is my love and my connection to the love of all things.

My spirit knows more than I do, but thats okay.  It will guide me, it will help me and it will always love me.  It is my soul that feels, that loves, that wants to express.  That is why we are here after all, to experience, love and express.

Before I begin I want to say these are all my own personal thoughts, no where am I saying for you to take them as your truth.  We live in a perceptual illusion, however you perceive these words is how you see them and how you see them is what they mean to you and what they mean to becomes your own truth.

In my journey I have discovered many things, all of which left me questioning more.  Get one answer, have another question and so on.  This next answer I came across is one of very much importance to me.  It gives meaning back to my life.

Ever since I was a young child I understood, I will one day die and all this will have felt like a dream passing by.  This also made me realize, why hold back if when I die none of it matters?  Fears, insecurities, and the likes all seem to have less weight on your shoulders at that point.  Being so young I didn’t see the truth behind my thoughts, thats all they were was just thoughts and didn’t make much of a difference on me at the time.

Now years and years have passed and still I was hung up on this concept.  Although, I will admit, it had taken a more depressing spin.  If none of it matters, why bother at anything.  My spiritual awareness made me see the world from new eyes, and this change shifted everything I ever thought I knew.  The further I went the more clarity I felt I was getting and so further I continued to go.  Deeper within, down to my core, down to the ‘I Am’.  

What is this ‘I Am’ that I constantly talk about?  Well I could write a never ending posting on the thoughts and ideas I have behind the ‘I Am’, but to keep it simple I will just call it consciousness.  That voice you hear in your head when you think, the me behind the me (the me that was living behind my ego).  This ‘I Am’ is present in all things for it is all things.  The same voice you have in your head is still the same voice I have in mine, although they may be thinking different things, they are still the same energy, still one, ‘I Am’.

This is how i presume the Law of Attraction, as well as the other universal laws, to be valid.  It just didn’t seem to make sense to me when I saw the Law Attraction work within my own life.  This was not how I was told life was!! Yet it is the way life has always been, just depends on how conscious you are of it.  So when I think a thought it is still part of the one ‘I Am’.  That thought is connected and running throughout all things, people and places.  Then it will match up with the corresponding thought and attract it into my life.

Wonderful!  Now I understood how it was all possible, we are all One.  Now my ego took over and it presumed I was the One, I felt I could bend life for my own personal gain and enjoyment.  Well I was lost, lost in my ego, lost in what I perceived to be the truth.  

Think about how lonely it would be if you thought you are it, you are all there is and this life was shaped by you.  The way the law of attraction works, even the people entering my life became nothing more than just a matching thought of something I had sent out. And what really caught me up was I knew this was true.  Everything in my life I had attracted and created.

As you can imagine, when nothing matters and there is nothing outside of the ‘I Am’.. well that could surely be a real motivation killer hah.  ’Why bother’ was the voice that came into my head whenever I felt like doing something.  And, without being conscious of it, this lasted for a long time.

Alright… I know I haven’t even mentioned anything on your soul or your spirit yet and how does any of that tie into all this?  Well it was important for you to get a look at the world as I viewed it before I could incorporate the soul and spirit.

So what was the purpose of my life, if I Am all there is why did I create this life, why am I here?  Sitting around for the rest of my life meditating on this hadn’t been the way I saw it all going or how I felt it would go, yet it seemed to be leading up to that.  I had no ego anymore to desire going out into the world and express myself.

That was it!  Through discussion I was able to find my soul.  You’re soul is an individualized aspect of the whole ‘I Am’.  It is that me inside me saying I want to go out experience and express my greatness.  I thought that was my ego!  But it was not.  

This also meant I could stop caring what other people are thinking.  More often than not I would beat myself up over the events happening in the world around me.  If I was it and all this pain and suffering was happening, I must have been the cause.  Now I think otherwise, I did not directly cause it.  It was my Spirit. 

The individualized aspect that I Am being in this life time is living within itself, within my spirit.  The definition of what the spirit is is not easy to derive.  It is everything you see outside of yourself, it is the feelings the world causes you to feel, it is the belief system you base your life around, it is your idea of God, it is you, it is your spirit.  

I have a diagram drawn out on a notepad and I will describe how it looks for you.  There is the words ‘I AM’ which come first, and it breaks itself off into the spirit which is a circle and at the center of the circle is a dot which is your soul. It shows how you are the I Am, you are the spirit and you are the soul within the spirit.  

Life is truly an amazing gift.  As I look around me right now I notice a candle burning, the sun peaking in the window, my fish sitting at the bottom where he always likes to stay.  I am living in my own spirit, and I am able to be something with regards to that spirit.  See the love in all the Spirit, it is here for you to live.  Nothing is right or wrong, it just is the way it is because thats the way it is.  No longer am I doing anything for reasons outside of me, I Am living to experience myself and love all of it in all ways.

This past weekend I was at my Life Coaching Program.  I am not sure I mentioned this but I am going to school for Life Coaching, and this was my second weekend long seminar out of four.  It was absolutely amazing and transformational!

What does the word detached mean to you?  Well I can tell you to me it is a way of life.  Detachment.. Why is this a way of life and what does it have to do with transcending the ego?  Well I will explain.

Your ego, your persona, your ‘Me’ are very sneaky and they have a lot invested into you.  They will do all they can to prevent you from growing into the oneness with all things. 

I came to point when I understood the ego was not who I am and this made me for a very long time confused with who I am.  hah think about it, if you’re not who you are than who are you?  Well you are ‘I Am’ and thats it.  In this life time you are being brian borga or mary johnson or whatever, but its a temporary thing.  In Truth you are everything and anything, you are ‘I Am’.

I struggled with this for a quite some time.  How could I be the Brian Borga and everything else?  Well simply I am not the Brian Borga and this made my ego very lost, upset, angry, confused, and lonely. I actually neglected being anything for the purpose of not wanting to feed my ego.  Yet that is not how it works, and in the process I was denying my soul.  The soul is the part of you that is in constant connection with source or ‘I Am’, but it is an individualized aspect.  And this soul yearns to be who it is in all its glory!  Being to afraid to feed my ego, I starved my soul.  This led to depression, angst, pain and confusion.

Looking back, I see this was a process i needed to undertake in order to get where I wanted to go.  It is interesting how things work like that.  We are always moving towards where we want to go, but we may not always know what that means and this could lead to a feeling of doubt, fear, pain and so on. 

This goes back to the idea that before we can truly grow we must hit the bottom (depression and pain).  Yet, even the concept of ‘hitting bottom’ is exactly that.. Just a concept, and like all concepts they can be avoided.  Take the idea of detachment to mind.. 

Your soul knows its an eternal being and is not fooled by the illusion of ego and its life.  It does not concern itself with results or success or any material needs for that matter.  Rather it just loves the idea of life, every moment of it.  It knows this universe was created as a playground for itself to know itself even more and in the process enjoy, love and create all its desires.  Why would it beat itself up and put itself into a depression for fear of things outside itself? It wouldn’t.  When you have eternity to live, play, create and enjoy, the need to attach any particular moment, person, place or thing seems foolish.

You see the ego does not know this, and it doesn’t want you to know this either.  The ego is everything that you attach yourself too that is impermanent (heres a hint, all things are impermanent!) and if you begin to see things the way your soul sees it.. well lets say your ego’s days would come to an end and it knows this very well.

Yet be careful, as I have said before your ego is very sneaky.  Even reading this, it may be telling you go on.. find your soul! It will be awesome and well have such a great time!  Then the second you turn your back and move towards finding your soul it will cling on to anything and everything to try and keep its existence.  Ego’s need an identity to survive.  It wants to say I am this, I am that and you are not.  It says mine mine mine!  It may say I am unhappy or sad.  Or I am beautiful and strong!  Well of course you are these things!!!  You are everything and couldn’t possibly label and attach yourself to such mundane things.

In the past my ego scared me.  I am not even sure what is was or why it scared it.  I would like to assume it was because everyone and everything i saw told me how dangerous and bad the ego is.  And it led me right into the same trap that they fell for.  As true as that is, I also know not to place blame on things outside of myself.  I was also responsible for attracting those bad stories of the ego into my reality.  What happened happened, and it happened for a purpose.  The purpose I get out of it is my own choosing.  I choose that it all happened so I could get where I wanted to go, as is the reasons why all things happen.  

Detach yourself from the ego and learn to see the world through the eyes of the Soul.  In all things see the joy, love, peace, abundance, beauty and Truth.  Transcend your ego and live for yourself, the true you, the ‘I Am’.

It is the ego that has trapped us and instilled fear in us.  For you see there was once a day when we understood everything there is to know abut the universe, and this is true because we are the one’s who made it.  Now hold on, I understand many may get upset with this and insist it was God who created Heaven and Earth. Guess what! You’re right! In truth we both are correct, it is just that I now understand there is no separation there.  To say God made Heaven and Earth is to say You made Heaven and Earth.  

This may not make sense to you now but please follow along.  The world around is exactly the way it is because of our beliefs and perceptions of the world the way it is.  It may be hard to realize this because well think about it, the world is exactly the way you think it is!  You can never see the magic in it if you don’t believe the magic is there.  This is how many people stuck in what they would perceive as bad situations, well because they are thinking it is a bad situation thus creating it become a bad situation.  

For example:  Your dog is always chewing your shoes whenever you are not around.  I would imagine you would not enjoy to have your shoes chewed but yet the dog is doing it everyday.  You will tell me you do not want this to happen and thus it should not happen, right?  Well you see you have already built into your subconscious the idea of your dog chewing your shoes.  And with this idea of “time” we often relate back to previous experiences or let our subconscious take over.  So whether or not you believe you are telling yourself your dog will stop, it wont stop because you have already had so many experiences of it happening that you have had it become your truth.  You have created a dog that chews your shoes.  

Well now this opens another concept, how could you create the dog to chew your shoes?  He is doing it out of his free will and it is beyond your control.  Wrong.  Try to think back to before the dog had ever chewed a shoe.  And don’t imagine the dog chewing the shoe because he wanted to but rather because you wanted him too.  The reason why?  Well I cant answer that, only you can.  But use your imagination and don’t be as simple to believe that when I say you wanted him to I mean you actually were sitting there thinking I want him to chew my shoes.  Rather, maybe you were looking to buy new shoes?  Maybe you were worried about having to spend money?  Maybe you just assumed a new puppy left alone would love to munch on your blue suede shoes?  I don’t know the reason and that isn’t the purpose of this, the purpose is to show you the dog didn’t chew the shoe on it’s own.  There are no coincidences.

So now, I have hit this understanding.  Where I see the formation or the process of creation.  It all starts within yourself, the further you go within the more you will notice the world around you to correlate to your thoughts.  Now that I have seen such things within myself the world around has begun to change.  Most things are just changing more in the sense out with the old in with the new, yet there are even the things around me that have changed along with me like my family for instance. 

Recently one of my friends told me he has lost me as a friend because I am now so weird… Well can’t say I didn’t think that would happen.  I lived a very normal life before this one and the people of which I surrounded myself were much less open minded then myself.  It is no surprise they would react this way, it is exactly how I would imagine them to react.  In its complexity I am actually happy.  I say it is complex, and it actually is not at all, because I understand this to be a cycle in life and with change.  Some change faster than others and some much slower.  As much as i knew he would react this way, I also am certain one day he will see the truth behind the matter and understand being “weird” is not weird at all… Actually it is what should be understood to be “normal” and the normal people may soon become the weird ones.  Well that is to assume any of us are weird.

Well no need to dwell on what was and create what is  

So classes have started at OCC and I have to say I am extremely pleased with my classes.  Philosophy and Myth classes are going to be too easy.  I just can’t wait for my teachers, they will love me and probably realize my level of awareness and be astonished.  Psych will also be a very interesting class as well.  Although I am hesitant more to it because it is much more science orientated.  To try and scientifically explain the many facets of the human mind may not be the answer.  Unless you can find the perfect balance of science and spirituality.  Then you find the answers to all questions.

English is well just that english, not to exciting but definitely something I am interested in improving.  Speech is our way of communication, if we can not communicate properly what are we saying of ourself? That leaves Marketing, which I have a desire to drop but I can’t help but to feel trust where I got myself.  This business class will pay off more than I am expecting at the moment.  So I shall take it and see where it gets me.  

I am seeing my reality begin to grow more and more every day.  Everyday I learn more and more, thus creating more and more.  The process never ends and wasn’t intended to ever end.  Its the purpose of life.  To live and to create and to experience.  I am now beginning to see the fruits of my labors come into existence.  

One thing I recently discovered was my lost connection with humanity.  You are all my brothers and sisters on this journey.  None more special or of deserving more love then another.  For how can I prefer one over another.  They are both a equal beautiful separate aspects of my true higher self.  I have to thank my mom for awakening me to this.  Today reading an work believed to have been writing by her in a past life, and interestingly enough it was what I needed to hear.  

I will admit, super human powers and abilities has always been what caught my eye.  Throughout my childhood, obviously! I was a creative child always using my imagination… Even now, I imagine myself understanding and completely grasping the power, the energy, the source or whatever you may call it.  And I know to most this may sound crazy.  But it is not really a far fetched idea when you hit an understanding.

Now my imagination is well on its way to bringing me what I want but am I ready?  Well the article may have shed some light on the matter.  The main discussion was on afterlife and how it explains who we are today(unless you give up the idea of a past and start over…?) right when I was about to leave my mother read a different section.  This one was on wanting super human powers and such… 

At first I didn’t know what to expect because to be honest I myself didn’t even think about powers and having them in the sense to say I am super human, I thought that would be considered the ego. They went on to say in order to have such powers you would need to learn love all humanity.  And love in a relationship should not be stopped but actually spread. Into a love for all people.  

Now that makes much more sense.  Its not ego based at all, actually it would be for all humanity and not for my own ego.  It changes things drastically.  That there was enough to get my thinking, enough to fuel the fire in me again.  The thirst for knowledge and answers, and with this wisdom whatever I can imagine.  But not for myself, for the greater good of our existence.  

My story may seem obscure or radical but it is not.  This is the truth I speak from my heart.  Listen to my words or choose not to.  Try not to judge but instead open your mind and imagine.

Alright so I’m obviously not talking about skinning a cat, thats just wrong.  But the saying is very fitting for todays topic.  Today’s topic lays with finding your way to “God”.  Alright now I understand God is a tricky term because well lets be honest, we all believe in something different.  And thats the magic in it!  We all ARE different!

When I started my journey I was not looking for God in the least, actually I only began to look for him recently.  And let me tell you, it is not hard at all to find him.  Just take a look around you.  Look at that plant, the table, the sky, you, your mother, and everything else you can or can not think of.  Thats him, say hey he enjoys the love you send him. 

Alright so now I sound crazy, how could God be that table, let alone me?! Well thats an understandable response to something like that but I suggest you listen to what I have to say, it could make the difference for you as it did me.  Then again we are all different and there is no telling how this will resonate with you. Listen to your feeling as you continue, listen to your feelings with all aspects of life.  They will never let you down.

Imagine a God who is none judgmental, absolute infinite love and willing to join us on our journey called life no matter where it takes you… Alright, so far sounds good right?  Now imagine if God has always been there with you, he is always sending you messages, signs and blessings.  Oh and lets not forget he is giving you everything you dream of.  He is able to connect with us through our thoughts, this is where all the magic happens.  

The reason I titled this “All Paths Lead to One” is because no two people will ever find the same God, he comes to us each differently.  Who and what he is in your mind is of no importance, what is of importance is the fact that you have never been or will be without him/her/it by your side.  God is always loving you, he does not judge.  Now doesn’t that take a big wait off your shoulders.  Go ahead, let a nice little Phewwww out, we all are going to “Heaven”!

Sure most people will say or think something like that at first, but after you reflect on what this means for a little you’ll realize you should never have feared death in the first place and our time on earth is not Hell, it is the Heaven! This is the place all spirit wish to be, for when you truly understand where we are you see just how magnificent this place is.  

It’s a little strange to think the big guy has always been starring you in the face, I mean for many people, including my old self, thought I would never get to see him.  Even in heaven I assumed he was untouchable and unseeable.  Boy were we wrong.  Now I go throughout my days with confidence and joy, I mean come on look who’s walking beside me!  All things that were once impossible… well lets just say there is no such thing as impossible anymore. 

So for all people who are interested in “Finding God”, I tell you open your mind.  Put aside all things you have heard of this God we have all been taught about for years and years, and use your imagination. Begin to see God all around you, begin to see the signs he sends you, allow yourself to embrace his love!  This may not be easy for all, I understand some people will be reluctant to give up on their old beliefs and thats fine.  He will find you when you are ready, and until then remember he’s always there and always has been.  

Peace and Love

What makes today so special?  Well I got my first real Job last night!  I had not yet mentioned what my mother has been working on for some time now.  She has begun her own business selling Feather Blessings.  This has been her project for the last year and I do say it has come together perfectly so far.  Actually you should just head over and check out her new finished website, she did it all by herself bit.ly/25s1XW.  The idea behind the feather magnets are to send blessing to the people you know and love.  Actually it will reach more people than just that, everyone who sees the feather will receive a blessing as well.  Also, part of the profits are going to be donated to charities.

Its a wonderful business idea and will surely take off.  Until now I had just been watching from the outside, wishing her the best of luck.  Late last night my mother and I spent a good deal of time together contemplating new ideas, how to market, events we envision and so forth.  My mom was liking the things I had to say and asked me to start her online marketing.  Needless to say we came up with a lot of great ideas, and both of us went to bed charged up with these joyous thoughts of what our future holds.  

Its the perfect beginning to where I want to get.  Where do I want to get?  I want to be traveling the world, meeting its wonderful people, seeing its beautiful sights and to be able to train further on my “Master of Light” path (This is something I will probably have to go into great detail when the time is right, now is not that time).  With all that being said, this company is perfect for me! 

Think about it, I get to surround myself with a good cause, I am %100 positive this company is going to take off so I will also be very wealthy, and I get to have my time to myself still which is most important for me to be able to go further within and staying close to source.  Once the business begins to take off my mother will want to get it to new avenues, particularly avenues around the world!  Do you see where I am headed with this?  Time for me to pull out the Rosetta Stone’s on Languages  

Probably the most important aspect of this is the fact I now have a direction.  With all my knowledge on the universe and who I am, I understood I can have and do whatever I want with my life and there would be nothing to worry about.  Yet, that is all well and good but until I found out what I wanted to do there was nothing for me to begin manifesting.  Now that I have direction with this I will be able to move more confidently into my future.  

Now you understand where my head is at this morning, I am ecstatic and the ideas are flowing.  Now its interesting how all this came to be.  This past week I began my own Twitter and Blog, as well as a facebook group, but before I began I figured I should get some books on how to do it properly and learning the ins-and-outs of the websites.  Barnes & Noble is good for the help there I went and got a book on Twitter and Blogging. 

I made it s 3/4 the way through the Twitter for Dummies when I decided I didn’t need to know all that, I didn’t need to be a professional twitterer for what I had wanted to do.  But now it is obvious why I bought those books, it wasn’t for my personal twitter but for the company twitter I would soon be in charge off.  Along with the blogging book because I will be making a blog on the company and my role within the company.  Man that worked out!

Also, I had been saying for some time I wanted a new job and that I would be getting one.  Patiently I had been waiting, I knew a job that would be perfect for me and who I wanted to be would eventually make its way to me, and it fell onto my lap without me having to go searching. One of the absolute perks of this job is the fact that I get to continue to be myself, I now have a life to live in which I am not limited by who I use to be.

Interestingly enough I had been talking to my mom about that exact thing earlier that day.  With all the knowledge and ideas I have it is hard for me to venture into the real world with my old reality still attached to me (I understand those may be limiting beliefs in my own head but this is just what I wanted).  People would not take me seriously, and thus making it hard for me to take me seriously.  This is often the problem when I feel as though I am losing my connection.  So I knew I needed to find a new job, a new reality in which I could be myself to my full potential and not have to limit myself to the consciousness of the people I use to surround myself with.  Could I have asked for a better job and opportunity?  I think not.  Today I am motivated, today I am joy, today is perfect.

Of course I was not truly losing my connection, I have hit a point where there is no going back.  The world has changed, is changing and will continue to change.  My perception of the world changes with it, well actually it was my perception of the world that changed first and the universe has then begun to match my thoughts.  Were getting kind of deep here with that thought, don’t worry as I am sure I will post about that and maybe even touch upon it later in this blog. 

Last night after I had finished playing Xbox with my cousin I finally got to my alone time.  This is the time i truly cherish, the time when i connect with my source and feel completely in power of my life and the world around me.  Often this is the time I will record myself and make videos, answer the questions that have been on my mind all day, and most importantly re-motivate myself and get my energy flowing (I talk on a very spiritual level; energy is the true essence of everything we see, feel, smell, hear and taste.  We each are emitting an energy or vibration at this moment, the vibration is connected to our thoughts and how we feel.  The vibration then irradiates off you into the universe eventually returning to you in the form of physical reality. What physical reality it becomes is completely related back to your mind and your thoughts.  This is essential).

Sitting by my computer I was contemplating everything in my head.  Actually probably talking to myself (not sure who decided you were crazy if you talked to yourself, and not sure why we took to that idea but it is a harmful idea and I hope you all learn to exercise your mind a little and try to have a talk with yourself.  See where it takes you, you may be surprised).  Staring into the night my mind began to race with ideas and dreams.  

One thought that came to mind was a line from the current book I am reading, “Notes from the Universe” by Mike Dooley.  This isn’t much of a book, but more of a listing of reminders and inspirational notes (and it can get really interesting if you believe each message was written specifically for you, because in actuality it is).  I just tried to find the exact quote but I can not find the page, maybe if I find it and remember Ill come back and edit it in.  For the most part it said something like, “go ahead, give it try. Call something forth and it will happen. Make someone call your phone…” and so on, I think you get the idea. 

Still staring out the window I noticed the Street light.  It stuck out in my mind and the first thought after remembering that line was, “hmmm, guess I could try to turn the light off”.  Now I understand the system and the way the universe works.  In order for that light to truly go off I must fill the role of being a person watching it go off (this goes back to the vibration and what vibration you are sending off).  So i closed my eyes as saw the street lamp, it was still on and glowing in my mind.  But then I also saw myself sitting in my computer chair.  I was no longer watching the act from my body but was becoming the witness to entire scenario. I need to watch and pay close attention to how I would react once the light went out.  

When I decided I was ready I made the light go out and watched how I reacted, how I felt.  Mind you this is all really happening in my imagination.  As soon as I opened my eyes, the light went out… 

I want you to understand these things have happened to me before.  And I am sure they will begin to happen much much more frequently very soon.  But this one really hit me good.  I made it happen, I saw it happen before it happened.  Sure some would have you believe it was a coincidence, and I will attest that that particular street light has been known to go off from time to time.  But, I know it was me not a coincidence and actually there is no such thing as a coincidence.  

Now I am not sure what you are thinking, but I can tell you what I am thinking. HELL YEAH!! It works! I can bend reality with my thoughts!!! (Not sure how many times I needed to hear myself say that till I really believed it) This is only the beginning, as I mentioned in my last blog this is the start to my story.  Where is my story going to take me? Well lets say I have a pretty good idea and that the true fun has yet to begin.  

-Please leave comments as they are certainly something I would enjoy reading and would inspire me to to continue on this path. 

Stay bright, shine on